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it's been almost a year since i last posted. i think i just forgot about live journal completely. life's pretty different since i last wrote. graduated college, moved across the country. still working at outback though. still single. but other than that i guess not much has happened. i'm trying to find work outside outback, trying to decide if i want to do the grad school thing. i'm living with family for now, so that's interesting but not bad. i move into my own place on Aug. 22nd with a basic stranger that i've only hung out with about 3 times...and she just informed me she has a girlfriend. which i'm fine with. it's just weird cause i've only ever lived with gay boys. that's about it though.

all good things in my life must come to an end

so happy! steve is the best.

so i guess i have a boyfriend now. an old friend came back into my life and stuff just fell into place. and by fell into place we just decided to be in a relationship after not seeing eachother for a couple months. it's weird. i'm not gonna sugar coat that shit. it's crazy, but it just might work.

outback = cult
boys = assholes
abbie = bff
sleep = good
conan = naughty
life = okay

got dumped today. didn't enjoy it very much. crying is cleansing i guess though. not gonna make it to strike, or work. need to mope a bit. dumped me for another girl. over the phone. while on the way to see her in osh kosh. dick head move. i'm sad though. sure i knew i was too good for him and that he wans't my life partner or anything, but still. it hurts. a lot.

EVITA IS DONE!!!! I'm done with theatre shows for the rest of the semester!!! Now I can finally work on bringing my grades back up! Sure the show was fun and whatnot, but I'm ready to have more time to lay around doing homework with my puppy and, you know, maybe getting to see Aaron (the bf) more than on the weekends. YAY!

nothing to great and exciting happening. I just have to make it through tech week and then i'll have loads more time to do real things. you know, like doing homework and hanging out with the dog. conan is good btw. he had/has a minor injury but it's getting better. I basically spend my time at class, at rehearsal, at work, with the bf, or with conan. that's my life, and i mostly like it that way. you know, minus rehearsal. maybe theatre wasn't such a good idea, but it's too late now cause i'm graduating next year no matter what i have to do to get there. anyway, this is interesting and all but i should probably go to class or something. the end

i'm having a fantabulous time in virginia with my girls!!! i could not be happier or laughing more. i wish everyday of my life that i had stayed at mary washington, but alas, la crosse will do. i'm gonna live out here this summer i think and then move as soon as i graduate. good times. sooo happy.
ps. d-rock and i are no longer dating, if you see him let him know. jk.

things could be so much better. things could also be much worse. but for now i'll just try to be content with the way things are going because i don't have much choice. in respect to me making myself happy and not just trying to make others happy.

last As You Like It performance this afternoon! i may have a shit load of homework and studying and packing to do, but i still find contentment in the fact that the show from hell is going to be OVER. baptism by fire is almost complete!

life's a bitch. just trying to get by.
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thank god for conan

type your name into google followed by the word 'needs.' mine said...

-kelsey needs funds to sponsor student participation in archaeological field.
work and collections research.

-kelsey needs to practice.

-kelsey needs constant vigilance since she is totally dependant on others for her
basic needs.

-kelsey needs to show the monthly rainfall for her county.

-kelsey needs a little help from Dad to hold this fish up for the camera

people need to learn to mind their own fucking business. try being tactful maybe. good one. i hate you.

it's all better now. real good. thanks clinton and my other awesome friends for all the encouragement, both for me and for the boy. love!

i'm pretty sure i will never, ever understand boys. i'm so confused at this point it's embarassing. i have no idea what is really going on here. do i straight up say "what the hell is going on with us?" or do i just wait and see what happens. i mean i won't be crushed or anything, i just want to know what the deal is. is he waiting for me to make a move or would that not be good? i'm just a little scared to make a move cause i don't want him to think i'm only after some ass, but is he thinking the same thing? i just don't want to bring it up if it's gonna make stuff awkward. i dunno. i mean one drunken night of kissing and 2 "dates" (and by date i mean he paid), and a sleepover at which abso-fucking-lutely NOTHING happened. what does it all mean?

if you don't like to be around drunk people, don't go to parties where people are drinking.
it is pretty much just that simple. drop the high school drama. you may still be completely dependent on your mommy, but guess what, you're in college. theatre majors do NOT need to be drama queens. it's a fucking choice. yeah, sometimes people do stupid shit, but it's your choice whether or not you watch them do it. if you're just gonna bitch, fucking go away.

I GOT A PUPPY!!! He's basically the most adorable thing in the world and i love him to bits!!! His name is Conan and he's only 12 weeks old. He's a wee little thing and probably won't get much bigger. He's a little pomeranian/papillion mix--like 3 pounds. God i love him!! That's all. If you want to meet him you should come on by!! We're having a little shindig tonight cause my 21st is tomorrow and we're hitting the bars at midnight. so bring it on over. laters

life's been very uneventful since i last updated. just hanging with kelsey now that she's back, homework, work and very little class. yeah, i keep sleeping through class so i only made it twice this week. that pretty much means i suck cause i have a test monday and i've failed 2 quizzes. out of the last two weeks (8 classes) i've skipped 3 times. that's not a good ratio my friends. i need to get on the ball here or i'm gonna end up taking this stupid ass class for the third time (i already goddamn took the same one at umw but it didn't transfer). anyway, that's just about it. i work all weekend, have next tuesday off, then work through till friday. i plan on going out tonight though, you know, gotta celebrate my class being half over, only 4 weeks left and i dropped my third class of the summer. so i'll be home free come august 12th, from class at least not work. but anyway, this weekend promises nothing but studying for my test monday, and some MINOR drinking. i need to calm down a bit cause the calories are totally f-ing my life. alright, that's about all i have for now. i'm gonna go lay in my own sweat till i decide to shower before work, then tonight it's hanging with my new friend.

ps. i sometimes actually look foreward to work (kinda) just so i can be in air conditioning for 8 hours. it's a sad, sad thing. i've also taken to sleeping on one of my friend's couches (they have the ac). oh well. off to lay in front of the fan...


Did I mention that my 21st birthday is exactly one month from today????!?!?!?!?!?! well it freakin is!!!!!! whoo hoo!!!